Monssters

Tonight I will sleep with my
sleepy pills
So when the monsters
come
I will not hear
them
Morning comes and heres
the thing
The monsters never left
me
Will there ever be a day
when the monsters
will not be
there




By Shilene Marie O'Brien

Innocence

My innocence was
lost
I maintained a small
amount
That's how I can
smile
I have a film in my
head
There is no peace only
in suicide
Will that be the way
to have
Eternal Peace

In death they say
your set free
If you hurt
you hurt no more
Those who are
left behind
They are not
free
They say your
name
they cry for your
shame
Why did you leave
before
You could set them
free


By Shilene O'Brien

I am not scared to
die
I look at a flower
wither
I wish it was
me
There is joy in the
world
I Just do not see the
beauty
It is hard to live
life
While everything inside
you
Screams for my
death


By Shilene O'Brien

Crying

Been crying for
days
Without saying a
word
Alone in the mist of
what my life has
become
Smile here and try to
laugh
I am crying again
there is no sight
of the end
How much will I cry before
the end comes


By Shilene O'Brien

The devils advocate
fearmakes you crawl into
a ball
Yet if you look real
close
You may see a bright
light
Just keep your focus
there
You will find your way
out


By Shilene O'Brien

My anger of late
is beyond my
control
I have felt it
before
Controlling it is difficult
as each day it grows
stronger
In hopes to understand
I try to calm the
rage
but that just makes the
anger grow


By Shilene O'Brien